![]() Yoongi has probably repeated that over ten times in the past few minutes even though he has nothing to apologize for. From where you are – sitting on the kitchen floor, legs intertwined with Yoongi’s while he holds you close –, you can’t really see his face, but the same words leave his lips every now and then. or do it and tell me which song you were listening to so we can cry together later Note | don’t read this while listening to a sad song. Genre/warnings | it’s sad ok but also fluffy and hopeful yoongi was looking at you, unsure if he was still breathing, and you were looking at him, breathing being the only thing you remembered how to do.įinally, he crossed the room, removing the distance between you and him – in every sense of the word – and allowing his heart to tell you the words he couldn’t say when he brought your body closer to his and connected your lips in a deep kiss.Summary | the only thing that is running through your mind is we’ll never be broken beyond repair The storm outside continued to rage on but your apartment was engulfed by silence. “see, the reason why i didn’t tell you about the baby,” you began, your heart banging all over your chest, pleading with you not to let it get broken, “is because it’s yours.” there were so many things he wanted to say but every time he tried to open his mouth, his throat would close up. “i… i don’t know,” yoongi spoke, struggling to decipher the sudden avalanche of thoughts inside of his mind. “would you have done anything differently if you had known?” you asked. you only heard him whisper a helpless, “i’m sorry, i didn’t know.” You thought you heard him curse but the thunder outside drowned out his words. you seemed to go back to what you were doing before – that is, ignoring my existence – and i… i tried to continue living like nothing happened between us, too.” “but then i never heard from you the next day. yoongi understood – he remembered the night you two had spent together all too well. “i thought about it when i saw you at that studio on the night that we…” you didn’t finish but you didn’t need to. Yoongi wanted to take a step closer to you but he didn’t dare. i fell in love before i could do anything about it.” you were so carefree, so happy and full of life when you were with them, i just… i couldn’t control myself. catching bits and pieces of your personality when you were with your friends really drew me in. your eyes remained on the floor as you knew you’d never dare to pour your heart out and look him in the eye at the same time, “because, at the time, i hadn’t yet realized that i’ve developed feelings for you. ![]() “i didn’t think hearing that would hurt at the time,” you continued, ignoring his attempts to cut in. at one point, i genuinely thought you hated me but hoseok managed to convince me otherwise. “i’ve always found you really attractive, yoongi,” you started out from the obvious, “but you intimidated me to no end. you could only beat yourself up for not being honest with him for so long before you’d get sick of it. You looked down, not wanting to have this conversation but feeling like now was as good of a time as any to finally confess your real feelings for him. “we might not be-you’re, uh, you’re having a baby. “i… i do care,” yoongi said, calming down. You weren’t trying to hurt him but each sentence that passed your lips felt like a sharp blade of a knife slicing into his heart. “i never felt the need to tell you anything.” “we’re not friends, yoongi,” you said, your words true – you and yoongi only knew each other as hoseok’s friends but you haven’t bonded quite as much as you have with namjoon aside from the night you’d drunkenly hooked up when yoongi was working late at the studio and you’d come looking for hoseok – but somehow painful. You crossed your arms over your chest, not quite sure why he felt like he had the right to sound so accusing. ![]() “no? so you called hoseok – which i understand – but then you also called namjoon to tell him, too, ” yoongi spoke, his eyes full of raging storms that mimicked the weather outside of your window, “but you didn’t think i’d care?” “i-i didn’t think you cared,” you spoke quietly, surprised at his sudden outburst. ![]() This was the first time he was inside of your apartment in months. “why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant?” yoongi snapped as soon as you moved to a side, allowing him to enter. the skies still hadn’t cleared when you opened the door of your apartment to see his angry eyes a few hours later. It was raining when yoongi called you, demanding to see you. Anonymous sent:Wow you really sTABBED me in the heart with that Jackson angst TT TT□□□ Could I request 35: “About the baby.
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